Tell Me How It Ends
āIām not ready to be done with youā
āTell Me How It Endsā is my most recent release. Recent is a strong word, considering it has been out for 2 years. I came up with the idea for the song by looking at my bookshelf. There was a collection of essays on the shelf that I was supposed to read for my second-year seminar class. The essays were called āTell Me How It Ends.ā I liked how the phrase sounded, and I felt bittersweet about my imminent high school graduation, so when I started writing, the song just came out.
Once the song was relatively fleshed out, I realized that it was a song I wanted to produce. So, I went to Morris, and we finished arranging and writing the song together before beginning production. We have at least 7 or 8 drafts of the song where he was trying something new, or I was. It was a big experiment, and we were in the process of finding our unique sounds while producing this song. I took an extra week of production to add vocal stacks on every verse.
āTell Me How It Endsā was where I fell in love with production. While Morris was still doing the technical production and ensuring we werenāt messing the song up irreparably, I realized that āTell Me How It Endsā could sound exactly like it did in my head. This was two years after Morris and I had released āButterfliesā and āT-Shirt,ā and we had learned much since then. We had lots to prove to ourselves and those who listened to our music.
The process for producing āTell Me How It Endsā was slightly different from our previous projects because we had become stronger musicians over the two years we werenāt producing. āTell Me How It Endsā has more live instruments, interesting effects, and more tracks altogether. I came up with a very standard picking pattern for the verses, and Morris took the lead on the bridge. We oscillated between conveying comfort and tension in our production of the song.
All this to say, I am very proud of āTell Me How It Ends,ā and I hope you like it.
Lyrics!
Verse 1:
(Ok, and this is the last song of the set, soā¦)
Tell me how it ends
While theyāre counting our dues
And Iām hoping maybe I havenāt paid them all
I just wanna spend more time with you
PC:
āCause it feels like I just met you
Iām not ready to be done with you
Yeah, it feels like
The sun is setting soon
And youāre leaving me
All alone
Verse 2:
Tell me how it ends
I canāt handle more surprises
Feels like September just came and went
God, Iām barely holding on
PC:
āCause it feels like I just met you
Iām not ready to be done with you
Yeah, it feels like
The sun is setting soon
And youāre leaving me
All alone
Chorus:
āCause when the party ends
Iām gonna need a friend
And Iāll be searching for you
Iām not ready to let you go so soon
Chorus:
āCause when the party ends
Iām gonna need a friend
And Iāll be searching for you
Iām not ready to let you go so soon
Bridge:
Feels like Iām chasing the sun
Begging for hours, seconds of her time
Feels like weāve barely begun
And every time I open my eyes
Refrain:
I see us when the party ends
And I still need a friend
And Iāll be searching for you
Iām not ready to let you go so soon
Chorus:
āCause when the party ends
Iām gonna need a friend
And Iāll be searching for you
Iām not ready to let you go so soon